What a day so far....
I spent my day in the library with the help of Pam. I am attempting to have the kids make Drug Booklet to allow them to inform themselves and inform their classmates of the risks of drug use. I honestly feel as though a few could careless... a few are already experimenting and telling me more information about certain durgs that I could care to hear about from an eighth grader. One student panicked on me and told me they couldn't complete the research on the drug I assigned to them because their mom is in prison due to the manufacturing of the substance. It is at those times that I feel blessed to have my job, because I can influence their life- but discouraged and overwhelmed as to why a parent would make choices that would so mpact that child's life.
At this moment, my grandpa's memorial service is about to close. I know I shouldn't tear myself up about it, but I really hate not being able to there for it. He was so important to me. The burden of not being there for my grandma and having the support of my family during this time is anguishing. I don't feel as though anyone understands or will take enough time to hear me out. This whole issue is just tough. I am praying, hoping, wishing... and whatever else I can do. I guess I just need to wait for God to work and the trial to pass.
Oh Heather! I don't know what you are going through. I can only imagine, but each time I see my grandfather he is continuously getting worse. I've been thinking a lot about what life will be like without him and know you had been dealing with the same things. I can only imagine how much it hurts and my thoughts and prayers are with you. He was the most amazing man. I still remember his old car he had, that he took you and I for a ride in it when we were REALLY young. He was wonderful and I will be thinking and praying for you and your family!
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